BROKEN 💔 PERSON 😔

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 I am learning to unlove 
A broken pot cannot be mended 
I used to believe in love 
Bt tht was before I washed my eyes 
To see my sad reality 
A disgrace lyk no other 
A lonely soul
Never with remorse 
Quick to the fists 
And rotten in speech 

I don't want to love 
Becoz I will only hurt 

I used to hv dreams
dreams of having a family of my own 
Dreams of being in love 
Bt I don't want those dreams anymore 
I want to bi me 
I hv a fear 
A fear of hurting the one I love 
And so 
I choose not to love 
For if I love 
I'll hurt 
And tht's the only thing tht hurts 

I cry myself to sleep 
I take long walks in the dark 
I listen to soothing music 
I eat too much 
I frown and think 
All to let this pain go 

This pain which is my new soul 

I don't believe in love 
So don't fall for mi 😂
If she calls mi 
And tells mi she loves mi 
I'll cry becoz of my pain 
my pain tht hurts the most loved 

Broken pieces person heart mind soul 
we live a moment at a time 
we are always ready for war 
ready for pain without remorse 

my hands are tied 
I can't write 
Coz there isn't enough space 
for the pain I feel 
If only I had hope 

for only in that moment lies my greatest Felicity ✨🌺 
Imani Yovani 😎







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