To the one I ghosted

To the one I ghosted
I didn't mean to
But I had to
It hurt me to do so 
But if I didn't 
it would hurt harder 

I gave u my time 
And u took it for granted 
thought it to be a mere joke 
But still I gave u my time

 

u talked to me only 
when u felt like 
only when u wanted to 
we laughed and giggled 
spent all time happy
Bt u still only saw me as a joke 
A joke in times of boredom
A person to speak to 

when you can't speak to anyone 

To the one I ghosted
I didn't mean to 
Bt I had to 
It hurt me 
bt I had to

To the one I ghosted 
hear what I say 
I didn't mean to ghost u 
Bt I had to 
For my sake I had to

If only u will understand
then maybe 
I will un-mute myself 
and talk to u 

To the one I ghosted 

😎🤓MANI YOVANI