Penned Thoughts #1
The one thing I never got right Friends How to make them How to keep them Or how to be chosen by them The one mistake I never could solve Friends How to put myself before others How to let go when it hurts How to have the courage to say what I feel The one thing I kept accepting Friends How they keep me on a leash short enough To stay But not long enough to be me How they pretend to be real But are wolves in sheep clothing The one friendship that broke my heart No. 1116 If only I was brave enough to say What I felt To leave when you didn’t chose me To refuse to come second when I put you first But oh, The heart wants what it wants Who can understand it Friends If only I could master that But you; You were never just a friend And maybe that Was the mistake I never knew how to fix